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لا يحدث الزمن مرتين، ولذلك فما يأتي يأتي مرة واحدة وما يذهب لا يعود. لا شيء يتكرر. كل لحظة هي حياة كاملة لزمن يولد ويموت بكل ثقله.

لا يحدث الزمن داخل نفسه وإنما خارجه، ولذلك هناك زمن للزمن، لحظة ميلاده هي لحظة سابقة للزمن، ولحظة موته هي لحظة لاحقة له. وكل لحظة هي لحظة تحدث داخل زمن يخصها وحدها. الزمن أزمنة على هذا الأساس، كلما رفعت طبقة وجدت تحتها أخرى.

أعتقد شخصيا أن الزمن طبقات، وأن اللحظة ليست أفقية ولا عمودية، وهي لا تذهب من الوراء إلى الأمام ولا من الأمام إلى الوراء بل من السطح إلى العمق، ولو قدر لنا أن نرى الزمن على شكل كتلة فيزيائية فإنني أتخيله على هيئة كرة ضخمة، تماما مثل الكرة الأرضية. ونحن ندخل داخلها إلى أن نصل إلى قلبها. قلب كل شيء: الموت.

قديما كانوا يصورون الزمن على شكل نفق مظلم نتوغل داخله بلا توقف إلى أن نبلغ الظلام النهائي ويبتلعنا.

وعي الإنسان بميلاده وموته المتكررين يجعله المتحكم في الزمن وليس العكس، فالزمن أعمى يولد ويموت دون أن يعي ذلك

ولو أن الزمن يتكلم لحدثنا عن موته المتكرر، التجدد الذي لا يتوقف لحظة. وموت الزمن المتكرر لا يعني شيئا في الحقيقة سوى أننا نموت معه في كل لحظة، فالزمن الذي يحملنا على عاتقه ويمشي، الذي يمدنا بالهواء ويفتح أعيننا يتكسر ويتحلل بلا توقف، كأنه لم يكن أبدا ونحن نتكسر معه ونموت.. ونموت.. ونموت…

الموت حقيبتنا الكبرى التي يدور حولها وجودنا، نموت مع الزمن في كل لحظة ونولد من جديد. الولادة والموت فعلان يحدثان بالتزامن مع بعضهما البعض، وهما نافيان لبعضهما البعض، ولكنهما مكملان لبعضهما البعض أيضا. لا حياة من دون موت ولا موت من دون حياة.

يولد الإنسان واعيا بميلاده، فهو يعرف أنه يأتي إلى الحياة، وأن اللحظة اللاحقة لميلاده هي لحظة موته، ثم ميلاده ثم موته، وهكذا إلى آخر الموت. تحدث الحياة من التكرار، ويحدث الموت من التكرار أيضا وكلاهما حاضر على الدوام.

الحياة والموت المتكرران داخل الزمن هما ما يحرك الزمن، ولو أننا ولدنا مرة واحدة، لو أننا متنا مرة واحدة لتوقف الزمن عن الدوران (هل يدور الزمن فعلا؟). يقلد الإنسان ميلاده في كل لحظة، ويعرف أن عليه أن يموت في كل لحظة. ولولا وعيه بالخلق لما استمر في الوجود. يوجد الإنسان لأنه يعي خلقه ويتمثله.

لكن من الذي يتحكم في الآخر: الإنسان أم الزمن؟ نعتقد خطأ أن الزمن يتحكم في الإنسان ويفرض سطوته عليه ويقهره، وأن الإنسان عاجز تماما عن السيطرة على الزمن وإخضاعه له، والحقيقة أن العكس هو الصحيح. كل لحظة تولد وتموت هي لحظة ميلاد وموت الإنسان أيضا.

الولادة والموت فعلان يحدثان بالتزامن مع بعضهما البعض، وهما نافيان لبعضهما البعض، ولكنهما مكملان لبعضهما البعض أيضا

الزمن والإنسان، الكون بأكمله، يولد ويموت في كل لحظة. إن الأمر يشبه لمبة تضاء وتطفأ بيد أحدهم. تلك اليد هي يد الإنسان نفسه، أو يد وعيه بالخلق. يكرر الإنسان لحظة ميلاه بلا توقف وهو ما يجعل الكون من حوله يتشكل. يشبه ذلك دوائر تطفو على سطح الماء وتتوزع فوقه. هناك الدائرة الأولى (لحظة الخلق) التي تتكرر على شكل دوائر أوسع وأوسع، ولولا تلك الدائرة الصغيرة الأولى لما وجدت باقي الدوائر، لولا الزمن الأول لما وجدت باقي الأزمنة.

يصنع الإنسان الزمن الأول، دائرته الأولى التي تتكرر بلا هوادة. كل دائرة تموت تولد من ظهرها دائرة جديدة ستموت بعد قليل أيضا.

وعي الإنسان بميلاده وموته المتكررين يجعله المتحكم في الزمن وليس العكس، فالزمن أعمى يولد ويموت دون أن يعي ذلك. يأتي ويذهب دون أن يعرف أنه أتى أو ذهب. وهو لا يأتي لغاية ولا يذهب لغاية وهذا هو لب المشكلة. فَلَو وعى الزمن بوجوده لتغير كل شيء.

في المقابل يعي الإنسان الغاية من وجوده ويعي أن توقفه عن الولادة والموت المتكررين يوقفان الزمن. يشقى الإنسان في ميلاده وموته من أجل أن يستمر الزمن ويتواصل. إن الذي يخلق الزمن هو الإنسان وهو الذي يوقفه متى شاء. الموت عملية واعية، وهو اللحظة التي يرغب فيها الإنسان في أن يوقف الزمن. لا زمن خارجنا وخارج ما نعيه.

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  1. Trenbolone, like Deca Durabolin, offers average progesterone activity, having the potential to trigger
    gynecomastia. Thus, customers could need to avoid utilizing SERMs to forestall aggravating progesterone levels.
    Trenbolone, like testosterone, is injectable; thus, there are no obvious damaging effects on the liver with this cycle.
    Thus, if testosterone is the least toxic steroid, the
    mixture of testosterone and Deca will be the least poisonous steroid cycle.

    Anavar is sometimes used off-label together with TRT as
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    masculinization (Shahidi, Journal of Scientific
    Endocrinology & Metabolism). Anavar helps improve
    nitrogen retention in muscles, a crucial element
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    useful during intense coaching intervals where recovery is
    important. Anabolic steroids are structural modifications or analogs
    of testosterone, designed to maximize anabolic results while minimizing androgenic unwanted
    effects. Oxandrolone is an oral androgen derived from dihydrotestosterone
    (DHT) and features a 17-alpha methyl substituent.

    To counteract this and defend the heart as much as attainable, users should
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    unwanted aspect effects rival the advantages of this cycle, being extremely harsh.

    Thus, this cycle is only for very experienced steroid users who’re comfy dealing with
    heavy compounds. Trenbolone is among the most potent
    anabolic steroids, each in terms of results and side effects.

    These wanting to guard their hair follicles could take DHT-blocking supplements.
    Nevertheless, this is not a helpful technique,
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    anabolic hormone (4). Nonetheless, anecdotally, we now have seen SERMs such as Nolvadex exacerbate progesterone levels on Deca.
    However, AIs can worsen blood strain levels, so our patients solely take them if
    the nipples begin to become swollen. Deca just
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    in muscle hypertrophy are not going to be excessive.

    Nonetheless, remember that identical to any
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    unwanted effects, together with continuous monitoring. After ending a cycle of this substance,
    it’s widespread to follow up with Submit Cycle Therapy (PCT).

    A PCT routine helps balance the body’s hormonal exercise, which may have been influenced through
    the Winstrol cycle.
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    in my evaluation, however it’s always nice to complete with a
    pleasant, succinct summing up! All in all, my expertise
    of Oxandrolone only cycles has been largely positive except for
    the cholesterol and triglycerides unwanted effects that sadly include taking oral androgens.

    Nearly everybody utilizing Anavar will use it for the aim of slicing or recomping, which, for my part, is the place it shines.
    I even have used Oxandrolone twice for cutting and recomping,
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    Embarking in your first Oxandrolone (Anavar) cycle can seem daunting, however with proper steerage and
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    Whereas it’s typically thought of gentle when in comparability with different
    anabolic steroids, the incorrect approach can nonetheless pose risks.
    Let’s talk about the forms of cycles that
    girls ought to avoid with Oxandrolone. Substantial enhancements in muscle tone and
    definition may be achieved even at decrease doses, with out having to venture into risky territory.
    Many skilled female bodybuilders rarely exceed 10 milligrams a day because of the heightened
    potential for side effects past this point. Anavar continues to be a well-liked alternative
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    It’s crucial, although, that its use is supported by sound
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    This means, female bodybuilders can genuinely reap the rewards of their labor-intensive coaching with out incurring pointless
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    It’s also value noting that some athletes and bodybuilders might choose
    to stack Anavar with other steroids or performance-enhancing drugs (PEDs).
    Whereas this may end up in impressive features, it may additionally
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    seek the assistance of with a medical professional earlier than combining
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    Though physique modifications and improvement in your physique composition are primarily right down to
    coaching and food plan, PEDs similar to Anavar might help to boost such adjustments
    given its anabolic and fat-burning nature. If we were
    to rank anabolic steroids in phrases of physique composition and physique adjustments
    (all variables being equal), Trenbolone would sit atop the list.

    Anavar (oxandrolone) is an anabolic steroid that simultaneously builds muscle and
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    In one other publish of this Anavar collection I even have given an insight in the best dosages to use.
    Training in a low rep vary (2-5 reps) with 80%+ of your one-rep max is the best way to maximise energy gains.
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  2. During publish cycle therapy, the bodybuilder stops his steroid cycle and proceeds to
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    Because it is an oral steroid, Anavar may be poisonous to the
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    Female Oxandrolone users will normally dose the steroid at 5-10mg per
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    Doses that surpass 20mg per day will almost guarantee some degree of virilization. Though considered a light
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